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I am fine.

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It has been a while since the last time I feel my own heartbeat, literally. I have been ignoring everything that my heart whispers to me, for the reason I am afraid to face it all over again. A recent incident has reminded me of the feelings of being together with someone. The moment you have your first encounter with your Mr/Mrs Right, your speedy heartbeat at that moment, your sweating hand palms, the stunning awkwardness where you do not know where will be the best position of you, etc. you have no doubts but truly fall in love. Yeahhh. The moment that you fall in love, is so true, so real. Loving someone and being loved by him/her and your fairy-tale love story begins, with so much of fairy-tale bliss. The touching moments that you have with someone is precious and that's the reason for y'all to hold on. The reason you cry because you are touched and loved is always impressive. And.. I almost forget every single feelings that I used to have in me so strongly. I am...

The Ultimate Addiction?

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For the very first time I feel tried in watching a drama. You -- The Ultimate Addiction. Bosco Wong as one of my favorite male actor who plays the main role in this drama, have added much extra points on watching it, I thought. However, it doesn't seem to go my way. The story line even goes to the lamest towards the end. Too rushed and not well explained. A new theme for TVB drama - Finance is a good breakthrough for TVB though. The middle part of the drama is draggy and progresses too slow. I can only feel the climax part creeping in starting on episode 23 where Madam Ho drastically changes her appearance and thought 360-degree-ly . She became a totally different person after she was framed to be sent for jail for 6 months. Too much disappointment in Damon ever since he betrayed his wife and divorced with her. He promised he will never leave her but all he said are just craps. Promises are just too fragile and you are too naive if you trust it whole-heartedly ( it seemed to...

Define 'FRIENDS'

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A friend is the one who always be with you whenever you need him/her. He was there, he is there and he will be there for you, anytime, anywhere.  Have you ever thought of losing him/her is just not a matter? For you maybe yes, losing a friend is like a KACANG for you . It does not ruin your mood, it does not break your heart, indeed. But you never know we struggled a lot. Sighhhhhh If you thought of we were close and we were BEST FRIENDS, for anything that we share to each other. I was so naive to believe in everything, I should have realized that is just your usual way of treating a normal friend. Not forgotten, the heart breaking moment when we are backstabbed by you. What a joke. haha. Anyway, we should just let it be. Letting you go is the best option. Keeping a distance with you just to fix things right. We will know better. Let bygones be bygones. It ain't a big matter ACTUALLY.  Chill :)
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Tick tock tick tock. Heal or no heal? It’s your call.

Hmmmm...

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Late Night. Staying up for nothing. But I love the silence and the peace at this moment <3 Going down the memory lane (One of the thing that I am afraid the most. :( ), looking back to the past, when I was young? haha. (Again I gotta remind myself, I am 21 now. Oooppsss, it should be 22 for 2014! sigh*) Good or bad. Sweet or bitter. Happy or sad. They happened and I couldn't change it although I wish to. Everything happens for a reason, perhaps they are bound to happen that you gotta face it. The good thing is you have come across it. teehee. You know right, what doesn't kill you make you stronger! :) I remembered the cute faces those are always being with me, I feel so glad to have them in my life :) I have a strong, strange feelings recently. I wonder whyyyyy. I wonder what is going to happen next. LOLZ. I should have gone to sleep. Tomorrow is another working day! Tomorrow is always a better day :D #busy #CNY #timetorest I need more STRENGTH to help me to wo...