My little DREAM.

My lil' dream, you are so near yet so far from me.

I swore to you once and I promised I ll get you done.

However, I FAILED. Things went not as I expected. I held you tight in my hand, never wanted you to run away from me but I COULDN'T. I started to lose all my strength to figure things out clearly, precisely. You are about to LEAVE ME just like that. How do you want me to accept it?

I'm puzzled now. My mind is wandering. I keep asking myself, Should I or Shouldn't I ?

No response.

I put in lots of effort to achieve you, but neither once I can do it.

Perhaps, you never belong to me. I shall stop dreaming. A pretty hard decision has been made. Currently, with all the courage I summoned, I decided to LET YOU GO. NO JOKES. No matter what goes in the future, NO REGRETS.

YOU thought I'm alright with it?

No, never. You don't know how suffering I am & how much it kills me inside, deep down in my heart. You would never know.